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  FACE TO FACE

  A Hart and Drake Novel

  CJ Lyons

  PRAISE FOR NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER CJ LYONS' THRILLERS WITH HEART:

  "Everything a great thriller should be—action packed, authentic, and intense." ~#1 New York Times bestselling author Lee Child

  "A compelling new voice in thriller writing…I love how the characters come alive on every page." ~New York Times bestselling author Jeffery Deaver

  "Top Pick! A fascinating and intense thriller." ~ RT Book Reviews

  "An intense, emotional thriller…(that) climbs to the edge of intensity." ~National Examiner

  "A perfect blend of romance and suspense. My kind of read." ~#1 New York Times Bestselling author Sandra Brown

  "Highly engaging characters, heart-stopping scenes…one great rollercoaster ride that will not be stopping anytime soon." ~Bookreporter.com

  "Adrenalin pumping." ~The Mystery Gazette

  "Riveting." ~Publishers Weekly Beyond Her Book

  Lyons "is a master within the genre." ~Pittsburgh Magazine

  "Will leave you breathless and begging for more." ~Romance Novel TV

  "A great fast-paced read….Not to be missed." ~Book Addict

  "Breathtakingly fast-paced." ~Publishers Weekly

  "Simply superb…riveting drama…a perfect ten." ~Romance Reviews Today

  "Characters with beating hearts and three dimensions." ~Newsday

  "A pulse-pounding adrenalin rush!" ~Lisa Gardner

  "Packed with adrenalin." ~David Morrell

  "…Harrowing, emotional, action-packed and brilliantly realized." ~Susan Wiggs

  "Explodes on the page…I absolutely could not put it down." ~Romance Readers' Connection

  This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright 2011, CJ Lyons

  Legacy Books

  Cover art: Pat Ryan

  All rights reserved, including the right of reproduction in whole or in part in any form.

  Library of Congress Case # 1-273031561

  FACE TO FACE

  A Hart and Drake Novel

  CJ Lyons

  PROLOGUE

  Athena, goddess of war. Athena, goddess of wisdom.

  Athena, goddess of a godforsaken burnt-out condemned tenement in the middle of Pittsburgh, rubbed her swollen belly and tried her best to breathe without making a sound.

  She'd been wise enough to outsmart Lucien these past two weeks, strong enough to escape his Rippers yesterday when two had caught up with her and tried to pound the truth from her.

  Maybe her mother had chosen the right name from that ragged book of myths and fairytales she'd treasured all her life.

  The first Athena was also a sly and clever goddess, able to hide in plain sight. Just like her. How many other teenagers, waddling with pregnant bellies and marked by the scar Lucien had left on her face, could escape death, not once but twice? Plus find a safe haven for her and her unborn Baby Jane smack dab in the middle of Lucien's turf, in the no man's land of a smoldering gang war about to erupt in the July heat strangling the city?

  If only she could breathe. Every tiny gasp brought tears of pain to her eyes. Her back hurt, too. She'd been peeing blood ever since Lucien's boys beat on her. Baby Jane was all right, though. She knew from the way the baby kept doing somersaults, compounding her momma's misery, but also giving her the strength to survive. Even if Athena was reduced to living like a rat, creeping through the burnt-out building, crawling beneath charred graffiti-covered debris to her hole in the wall.

  The shadows she spied through her peek-hole told Athena it was light out. She sucked on a finger, tried to produce enough spit to ease her parched throat. Daylight or not, she had to go out, get water, food. If not for her, for Baby Jane.

  She eased her way to her knees and crawled through the maze of obstacles standing between her and free air. A wrenching pain seared through her, stabbing from her belly all the way through to her back. Different from the other pains. This was Baby Jane, calling out, refusing to be denied.

  No, Athena told her baby, not now. It's too dangerous. Not now.

  Another cramp made her cry out, her voice strangled as she shoved a fist in her mouth. A gush of water followed.

  Athena curled up in a ball of agony, biting down on her hand so hard she tasted coppery blood, and knew her mother had been a fool after all.

  She was no goddess, no pillar of invincibility.

  She was a sixteen-year-old girl, pregnant with a baby coming too soon, carrying a secret that could mean the deaths of dozens.

  And she was only human after all.

  CHAPTER 1

  Friday, July 10

  Dr. Cassandra Hart lay in bed, the weight of the dead smothering her.

  Once an ER physician at Three Rivers Medical Center, Pittsburgh's busiest trauma center, Cassie was no stranger to death. She had long ago grown accustomed to her patients' faces haunting her dreams, reliving their last moments, asking herself: could she have saved them?

  That was before she became a killer.

  She kicked free of the stranglehold of sweat–soaked sheets and buried her head beneath her pillow. The dead followed her, relentless.

  Her eyes squeezed shut, she felt the heft of the tire iron in her hand as she swung it, felt the crushing impact on the man's skull, the spurt of warm blood splatter her own face. Heard his gasp of breath turn into a gurgle as he collapsed at her feet.

  Watched him die all over again.

  He'd killed her best friend, shot Drake, and was slicing Cassie, preparing to kill her, when she'd swung that tire iron. Justifiable homicide, maybe, but there was no question about it: she killed him with her own hands.

  Hands of a healer. Once upon a time.

  In her dream, Cassie dropped the tire iron, hands dripping with blood and turned to see her ex-husband. Richard King wasn't dead, but his life as a surgeon was over, stolen by an overdose of drugs that left him brain damaged. An overdose meant for Cassie, meant to kill her. Body twisted in convulsions, face blue from lack of oxygen, he looked directly into Cassie's eyes. Why? He asked through ashen lips foaming with saliva. Why didn't you choose me? Love me?

  Then little Mary Eamon appeared on the stage of Cassie's sleeping mind. Mary's nightgown, tattered and torn, hung from her thin body. Her large brown eyes looked out from a heart-shaped face splattered with freckles. Mary did not cry, did not beg to return to her life. Death seemed to have brought her well-earned peace. Instead, the three-year-old gazed at Cassie with an expression that said: Whatever I did, I'm sorry, so sorry I made him do this to me.

  Tears streamed down Cassie's face and she was powerless to stop them. She thrashed on the bed, reaching her hand out to Drake, closing on empty air.

  She was alone.

  <><><>

  Detective Mickey Drake stood on the patio behind Hart's house, coffee mug in hand as he watched the July sun unveil its merciless gaze. Only dawn and already over eighty degrees. Pittsburgh choking beneath a blanket of heat and humidity. Drake had to get out of this town. Today.

  It was July tenth, his last day of reprieve.

  They'd leave tonight, he reminded himself. He had the weekend off, didn't have to be back until Monday–by that time everything would be all right.

  He hoped.

  A soft thump followed by a creak came from the open bedroom window above him. He glanced up in concern. Hart with another of her night terrors.

  He sighed and moved back inside, setting his untouched coffee on the counter and ignoring
the overweight tortoiseshell cat sitting hopefully beside an empty food bowl. The oak steps squeaked as he jogged up them.

  Everything in Hart's house was old. Same appliances, same furniture she'd grown up with. Even the same bed her grandfather built sixty-odd years ago. The headboard intricately carved from red maple, strewn with Gaelic runes and designs.

  Drake smiled as he thought of the music they'd coaxed from that creaky bedstead last night. The bed at his apartment was chrome. A modern version of what some anonymous designer thought represented romance. It had suited Drake well enough when sex was the primary objective of his relationships.

  After his first night in Hart's smaller, hand-hewn heirloom, he realized his posh king-sized bed had nothing to do with romance or intimacy. In Hart's bed there was no room to run and hide. You dealt with life together or neither of you got much sleep.

  Finally, he understood why many of his happily married friends said they never went to bed mad. Now he couldn't imagine trying to sleep without Hart's body curled tight against his.

  He pushed through the bedroom door. She lay face down, her small form drenched in sweat, the T-shirt she wore clinging to her body. Her long, dark hair tumbled around her shoulders in a tangle of curls, and her fingers twisted in his pillowcase.

  A detective with the Pittsburgh Police Bureau's Major Crime Squad, Drake faced the worse Pittsburgh had to offer without blinking an eye. But the sight of one small woman trapped in the throes of a nightmare and he came completely undone.

  Damn. Never should have left her. She'd been sleeping soundly, and he hadn't wanted to wake her with his own worries.

  Drake slid into his proper place beside Hart. He pulled her sleeping form into his body, dodging her hands as she shied away as if warding off evil spirits. Hart had saved his life, had saved so many lives. Why couldn't she be visited by those memories in her dreams?

  Like a toddler in the midst of a tantrum, she fought him, struggling against the restraint of loving arms. He ignored her efforts and held her so that her head rested against his chest where she could feel his heartbeat.

  Drake stroked her hair and crooned to her until she relaxed, free from her nightmare, her breathing steady once more. "It's all right," he whispered. "I won't let anything hurt you."

  Then, knowing she was still buried in the depths of sleep, he added the words he often told her while she was awake, but she still didn't fully accept. Before she met Drake, Hart lived her life by one creed: trust no one. Mere words wouldn't change that. Not after the damage done to her by her ex, Richard King, who had seduced her into a fairytale romance and marriage that became a trap of psychological and physical abuse.

  Hart had escaped, saved herself. But it came at a cost. The scars surrounding her heart were too thick for her to trust in love. At least not yet.

  Still, he murmured the words over and over, a subliminal message of hope. "I love you."

  Easing into the rhythm of her breathing, he continued to caress her. He watched her sleep, wishing he could as well. It'd been four days since he'd had a full night's rest. Instead, he'd lie awake, watching over Hart, his mind spinning with gruesome scenarios.

  During the day he'd sleepwalk through his work, lashing out at friends and strangers alike, irritating everyone he came in contact with. His friends questioned him, but he didn't want to bring anyone else into this. It was bad enough his presence might be placing Hart in danger. But how could he protect her from a distance?

  He clenched his fists, twisting the sheet into a wretched knot that matched the one churning in his belly. Whoever stalked him was smart–and knew Drake all too well.

  The letters came first. Anonymous. No trace evidence on the envelopes, the paper a mass market brand available at any Wal-Mart.

  It was a simple message, clear and concise in its threat: Never forget.

  The actor had obviously been studying him for some time. The letters turned up in places Drake felt secure. The first slid under the door to his building, the second wedged under the wiper of his car parked in the police employee lot. The third he'd found nestled among the bottles at the bar owned by one of his best friends and frequented by other cops, the fourth included in a stack of paperwork for the Liberty Center's building permits, and so on. Two or three letters a day, rearing their heads from unsuspected places until Drake looked twice at any scrap of paper within sight.

  Yesterday the photos started. Crime scene photos, some enlarged, some glued into bizarre collages of blood and horror. Autopsy photos revealing sacrosanct secrets of the body of a woman Drake had once been intimate with.

  A woman who killed herself with Drake's own gun. While Drake slept a few feet away in her bed. After they made love.

  Pamela Reynolds, age twenty-six. By all accounts unstable, off balance, in desperate need of psychiatric help, angry, despairing, and hopeless after learning she was HIV positive–a secret she kept until her autopsy.

  Drake had ended their relationship weeks before her death, her boomerang moods and childlike neediness too much for him to handle. But then, July eleventh of last year, after too much to drink, Pamela seduced him back into her bed once more.

  One final time. He squeezed his eyes shut against the memory of that last night. He'd awoken to find her standing at the foot of the bed, smiling as she raised his gun to her head. Then came the explosion of sound and blood that reverberated through his soul.

  Never forget. As if he ever could.

  He squeezed Hart tighter than he'd intended, clutching her against his body as if she were lost to him as well. He felt her stir and awaken. She took his hand in hers and raised it to rest over her heart. He opened his eyes to see her dark ones staring up at him in concern.

  "You going to tell me what's going on?" she asked.

  Hoping she wouldn't see the lie, he looked away. "Can't. It's work."

  She took his face in both of her hands and gazed into his eyes, frowning. "You know you can tell me anything," she said. "Anything."

  He nodded. Her fingers danced over his forehead, soothing away the furrows. Her lips followed, gently caressing and soothing. Then she moved down, kissing each eyelid, his nose, the scar on his chin. He ran his hands under her T-shirt, sliding over the sculpted muscles leading from her shoulder blades to curve deliciously down to her hips.

  Finally, after a tantalizing pause, her mouth found his. As his mouth opened beneath hers, he felt his need for her rise with an urgency he couldn't control. He was a drowning man, and Hart was his only hope.

  <><><>

  Cassie straddled Drake, hoping to distract him from his dark worries. Whatever the case that now consumed him, it had insinuated itself between them. Over the past few days, sex had become the only outlet for his emotions. He refused to talk to her about what troubled him. Whenever they were together, his eyes were either dark with worry or darting about the room, searching for hidden enemies.

  She knelt over him, tugged her shirt over her head, and flung it away. If it was sex he needed, she'd use it–if only to break down the invisible wall that had suddenly grown between them. They'd been together for almost five months now, survived rough times. She'd seen him get shot; he'd been there when she killed a man.

  After all that, Cassie thought they'd found a balance, a comfortable give and take between their disparate personalities and life styles.

  Before this week, he turned to her for help on his cases. This was the first time he refused to discuss one with her.

  Which made her both fearful and grimly determined to help him in any way possible.

  She fisted her hands in his hair, tilting his head back as she leaned over him. Their kiss was passionate enough to drive demons away. She felt his arousal and pulled back, just enough to allow his mouth to move to her breast. His hands ran down her hips, along the back of her thighs, stroking, kneading, as she squirmed against him.

  When they were both ready, she moved her hips down over his. She felt him respond, then he tensed.

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bsp; "Wait." Through clenched teeth, his voice a ragged whisper. He moved her weight off him and reached toward the bedside table, fumbling for the condoms there.

  "It's okay," she told him, laying her hand over his. "You've been tested."

  His eyes clouded for a moment, passion replaced by something else for a brief second. "The results of the last one won't be back until next week."

  Cassie sighed. He'd taken the cocktail after his HIV exposure from Pamela Reynolds, tested negative three times since–but still he insisted on condoms, even though the odds were very much in their favor. It annoyed her, this martyr complex, this penance he'd assigned himself.

  And he accused her of being stubborn. She said nothing, instead tugged his shorts off and allowed her fingers to stroke him, sending ripples through his muscles as he fought to control his arousal. He turned to her, and she smiled a wicked smile. If he wanted to torture and punish himself about a mistake he made a year ago, then fine, she could go along with that.

  A harsh rasp escaped his throat. She plucked the unwrapped condom from his limp fingers, taking her sweet time as she smoothed it over him. His head fell back, knocking against the headboard, eyes squeezed shut.

  "Cassie," he moaned.

  She smiled. Drake only used her first name when he was seriously annoyed. If he was that irritated, she could guarantee he wasn't thinking about his case. She slid her body over his, torturing him for a few moments longer before guiding him inside of her. They immediately found their rhythm, their bodies moving together as the bed creaked in harmony. His hands on her hips, hers clutching his shoulders. She searched his gaze, found no fears, no worries there, and she was pleased. Mission accomplished.